3/12/14
These emails are being posted under "SLOW DEATH" because of what is about to take place; it will be a SLOW DEATH [because instead my family helping me to survive the bastards are attacking me because I won't serve the white males they are serviing and am posting from a book that discusses the techniques used on a person that a group is trying to control; in which my family is trying to use the same techniques on me;
The following comes from the book, “Being a girl” by Kim Cattrall;p. 88-91;which verifys that I have gone throught the proper procedures to address a bullying issue; which put me in a situation where I am backed up against the wall;
SOME STRATEGIES YOU CANA USE TO KEEP BULLIES FROM GETTING THE BEST OF YOU:
1.Tell someone in AUTHORITY;[which I have told THREE city HUMAN RELATIONS DEPARTMENTS/City of Winston-Salem,NC, Called Charlotte, NC and Raleigh, NC and all three still don't know what to do=?Why-if I was white the answer would be easy]
2STRENGTH IN NUMBERS:[where my family is suppose to support me; not help white males attack me];[what is taking place in most AFrican American families];
3. DO NOT RETALIATE:[which I haven't]
A portion of the slow death will boils down to:
“Even R=rugged individualists are not immune to the joy of belonging, but it you’re giving up your self respect, your principles, or your integrity to do what other people think you should do, the price you’re paying for going along with the group is too high;
The author writes:
THE FOLLOWING SIGNS are verification that people in Carver Road/family group HAVE CROSSED THE LINE:
1.They issist on approving all your social choices[can't have a marriage unless the group okays it: [all people who try to be friends with me are ran away by white male authority][people on the street I live on] Vera[one of Gwyndolyn Gwyns relatives backed into the back of a car that I and a male friend[who I had not seen in a long time were sitting in; she hit the car hard enough to make both of us think we were on a roller coaster ride] [with white male authority forcing my family members to participate];
2. Your group has targeted someone to ridicule.[Unfortuately the target is me]
3. Those who don’t follow the rules are punished in some agreed-way.[family members having dinners but not helping me to eat even when they know I don't have money and have told them what white people who own all of the social agencies are doing/blocking my access to food, etc.][ex. Verna was suppose to come and get me to get something to eat this morning she did not show because[white male authority sent her a message/threat when she was on her way[last time she called me and told me that the authority are behind her];
In the book, the author says," if this is happening in your group,you might want to kick yourself out and look for some new friends. You’ll need to find strength in your own convictions in order to move on.p.88[Problem is that is who God gave you as a family];
“In the local WS,NC community/professional and social circles of power and influence the toxic cliques are alive and kicking];p.89 and most people like Ricky can't distinguish between information and gossip;
Presently my family is trying to Bully me to joing them; when they are calling it helping me; Bullying is more than just teasing. It can take the form , intimidation, spreading rumors[mental problems][younger nephew told them to stop because they can look at me and tell I have been taking care of myself],
taking someone else’s stuff,[Gwyndolyn Gwyn’s son taking down my mailbox/and pulling a weapon on me for trying to put my mailbox back up], as well as physicall aggression like pushing, shoving or hitting.[The pastor who hid me from white males when they set me up and put me behind bars for not having the money to pay court costs always asked me; if I was safe with Ricky because he said he thought he might hit me] Bullies typically feel inadequate, ugly or weak in some critical way`and gain a perverse sense of power and control by making other people suffer.
The worse kind of bully is what experst identify as the “UNDERCOVER” type. This person is Miss or Mr. congeniality on the surface but, unfortunately, you know better. Undercover bullies are the most poisonous of all because they are the hardest to spot.p.90[The undercover bully is the kind that is in my family[usually the African American females working for white males in secret];
Godwillst
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Being that Shamora[who work for white males in secret] is telling Ricky P. my sibling what to do to try and get me out of the house/only place to lay my head in peace/ will be posting emails, info concerning what Shamora tells Ricky to do because Ricky is not a business person; never have been why white people allowed him to make money[from his work record/average white male would have been if not close to a m illionaire; but Shamor[ricky's new wife of a few years have had to hide/stealing putting money in a seperate account because he gambles all his money;
Thus when my mother passed/I had no income, she put Ricky's and another siblings name on the deed because she knew that I did not have the income to pay the taxes; but instead of Ricky paying the taxes; the only sibling besides Cynthia[who working in secret for white males who have told her not to share with me or to share so little it leaves me in the same or worst economic/etc. state] who has a steady income; Ricky has been listening to Shamora who works in secret for white males [same ones harassing/intimidating me on Carver Road]who want me out of the house and the neighborhood to hinder the wealth/business/money I should make off of African Americans in the neighborhood; but since white males do not allow for AFrican Americans to earn money in the AFrican American neighborhood "UNLESS" from illegal/immoral sources the threat of confinement if I earn honest money; [Example-Mr. Havey who owned little corner store was closed so that the African American financial neighborhood could not grow-[done through medicare]he had to close the store if he wanted medical care and he could not rent the store out to anybody?];
After getting off of the phone with Ricky who [I had posted earlier is not fully aware of the fact that he is working for his ex-employer by helping to create a path for African American citizenship to be sold to outside sources-connected to cubans/dictators/hispanics; of which Ricky's new wife Shamora [was told not to communicate with me; but with Cynthia when they first married; Shamora and I were going all kinds of places, restuarants,shopping, etc.; then all of a sudden it stopped; then one day saw white males in authority show-and Shamora completely changed her attitude[documented it];it is wise for me to post the upcoming situation since there have been at least five to six threats from Ricky about what he will do to me;if the white males do something to cynthia and once so he could put me out of my misery because he was tired of watching me go through the abuse,harassment, threats, But yet when I tell him I need an attorney to enforce my rights what do I get; there is no money for an attorney;
I can say that Ricky is really ignorant of a lot of stuff; but if he presses, keeps harassing me about the house, he will find out the full sstory including the fact that Shamora's job is to steal from him for white males when in secret while she is acting like she is helping him; when in actuality she is taking more than she is giving;
Shamora is fully aware of what she is doing; especially white male authority telling her that she should not spend time with me; but that she should spend time with Cynthia[CINTAS[every where Shamora and I went; CINTAS trucks started appearing] and eventually Shamora was going to the Hispanic activitities where the white authority [who were at Hanes Hosiery who had hispanics harassing me]had tried to force me to be; Shamora joined all kinds of zomba glasses and cynthia was given the cuban little girl cynthia[where she can be seen driving the Royal Blue toy car-as message to cynthia that she is in charge]and Shamora and Cynthia started going everywhere and Shamora started acting like she never met me; and especially after she had "KENNEDY" her granddaughter[which know the white male authority will be using KENNEDY to raise up as an African American female prostitute working in secret for white males=basically the reward will go to "Kennedy" for Shamora encouraging Ricky to pursue the issue with the house;
Which is supported by all family females and oldest nephew- Candy[who worked as "NURSE" in building with white male authority, lived beside white male authority] nephew Ahm-d who had to make a deal with white male authority because he was in a car of one of the African American males who was working in secret for white male authority did something illegal; which made nephew have to work in secret for white male authority;niece in law [angies list]-who is married to nephew and had to agree to work for white males in secret because of nephew;
Presently younger nephews have been put in situations to awaken the need for them to work in secret for white male authority[which includes nephew who was attacked twice-once by 5 white male authority during the NC Black theather festival; and once by 5 African Americans from the street who work in secret by white male authority; of which nephew says; "It is about a nonprofit"; he wants an organizations that helps people in g-ngs to get out of g-ngs;hopefully he will survive the beatings;other nephew[s] ran out of the city; and the other nephew has a daddy that qualified him to the benefit of being treated like a white peron when it comes to work, so if nothing else he works; whereas the nephew who got jumped twice; has an extremely difficult time with obtaining and maintaining employment[mostly because of the groups that the white male authority put them in; just like they put my daddy and my sibling RICKY in a group; they put all African Americans in a group-either a group to prosper or a group to be attacked; My daddy was in a group that was attacked; you can't prosper and fight when under 24 hour attack[why they say the obsticales that I have overcome that qualify my life and relationship to be that of happy marriage can't take place becuase of the group that they put me in; my response is if I can't have my happy marriage in my life;Cythia can not have my happy marriage in herlife]; not with my permission and I have prayed and spoken over everthing that I am suppose to have in my life as a reward for overcoming the white males obsticals; that anything taken from me because I have done the right thing as an African American [which white people don't allow]that it causes death to seize upon the white male[s] that is blocking/hindering me in any manner; and is EVERYTHING taken/blocked/stopped because white males don't allow in African American culture];
What white male authority has been/is doing is blocking all AFrican American[s] in African American churches through use of the so called pastor[who keeps telling the people to wait for their time-which nevers comes] giving them the wrong information and in my case they took my family,etc. and have used them and are using them against me because of not serving the white male and serving the DEVNINE GOD;
Confirmation of the 'COMMUNITY EFFORT/CONNECTION and system being operated in order for everybody in the Carver Road area to KNOW what's going on; guy just came in and told Ben Pickett[whose uncle was found gulity of sex harassment of students] that RICKY ?just bought Winston -Mutual Insurance=code that a "RICKY"[even thought they don't know it is m y sibling Ricky] has joined the team to block/do whatever the group is doing; [Carver Road Recreation Center in the Computer room];
Godwillst
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The emails:
3/12/14
To:friendseeeee@yahoo.com, This message was sent from a T-Mobile wireless phone.
Being that the white bastards are operating a system;i am just one of many african americans in the carver road area that white people want out of the way to continue thier ethnic cleasing which i do not want to be a part of;confirmation is the opening of the new motor road at the north end of carver road that goes directly to hispanic area;
Rolland hills is full of black who are going through the same that i am;including a couple of your cousins;white people blocking blacks from getting help with food,water,lights,heat while helping hispanics called thnic intimidation;blacks that help the white people to block other blacks from the basic
help like food and water or their black wealth[look up wallstreet;1915era]are rewarded;those who don't are punished by white people;such as your daddy who said they would not let him live his life;what he meant was thatwhites had block his prosperity flow;they are tryng to make me do what he did-something illegal or immoral and to do that they need permission through the family by them keeping basic from me like food,water,heat;just like the white people who have told the social agenciesto not help me;itis called bullying and financial identity theft to rob person
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Email from Cynt;
13364-7-----@tmomail.net Today at 4:44 PMTofriendseeeee@yahoo.com, This message was sent from a T-Mobile wireless phone.
I am going to he beach on sept 28 and coming back on oct 5 do u think you would like to come. Call me at. 7-8----
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